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Mon, 31 Jan 2005 03:06:44 GMT

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Sun, 23 Jan 2005 22:59:50 GMT

I want someone who will make me unbelievably happy.

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 04:48:54 GMT

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines

he wrote a poem

And he called it "Chops"

because that was the name of his dog

And that's what it was all about

And his teacher gave him an A

and a gold star

And his mother hung it on the kitchen door

and read it to his aunts

That was the year Father Tracy

took all the kids to the zoo

And he let them sing on the bus

And his little sister was born

with tiny toenails and no hair

And his mother and father kissed a lot

And the girl around the corner sent him a

Valentine signed with a row of red X's

and he had to ask his father was the X's meant

And his father always tucked him in bed at night

And was always there to do it

Once on a peice of white paper with blue lines

he wrote a poem

And he called it "Autumn"

because that was the name of the season

And that's what it was all about

And his teacher gave him an A

and asked him to write more clearly

And hjis mother never hung it on the kitchen door

because of its new paint

And the kids told him

that Father Tracey smoked cigars

And left buttss on the pews

And soemtimes they would burn holes

That was the year his sister not glasses

with think lenses and black frames

And the girl around the corner laughed

when he asked her to go see Santa Claus

And the kids told him why

his mother and father kissed a lot

And his father never tucked him in bed at night

And his father got mad

when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook

he wrote a poem

And he called it "Innocence: A Question"

because that was the question about his girl

And that's what it was all about

And his professor gave him an A

and a strange steady look

And his mother never hunt it on the kitchen door

because he never showed her

That was the year tha Father Tracey died

And he forgot how the end

of the Apostle's Creed went

And he caught his sister

making out on the back porch

And his mother and father never kissed

or even talked

And the girl around the corner

wore too much make-up

That made him cough when he kissed her

but he kissed her anyway

because that was the thing to do

And at three A.M he tucked himself into bed

his father snoring soundly

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag

he tried another poem

And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"

Because that's what it was really all about

And he gave himself an A

and a slash on each damned wrist

And he hung in on the bathroom door

because this time he didn't think

he could reach the kitchen

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 06:42:58 GMT

So life is going pretty much great this week because I'm excited about shadowing KT soon. She makes my world go round, pretty much. Clint Small really sucks, I just am so pissed that they are so stupid about every rule; even my teachers don't agree with the rules. But ya'll don't care about that. The wheater is awesome lately. Well it feels great with my window open at night, hearing my neighbors scary wind chimes, so it's cool. It's late, I wish I could have been in bed sooner because I don't like being grumpy and annoyed by everything in the morning. I've decided on my own that Katie and I will be going to school together everyday until she gets a car, just because I love her. (Tell me if you're "cool" with that kt) hahah. Yeah I suck. At least I'm being optimistic and writing a lot, so be happy. I'm starting to get a little scared and anxious about going to High School just because I don't want to be in a stampede of upperclassmen when the bell rings. I don't even know, that's why I want to go to school with kt so she can pretty much show me everything, I guess i'll get something from shadowing. IDK. Well i'll just go to bed now. I didn't have a lot of homework today.

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 03:55:05 GMT

Used to be one of the rotten ones and I liked you for that.
Now your all gone got your make-up on and your not coming back.

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 01:35:26 GMT

Not to be conceited but sometimes I just do the nicest

out-of-my-way things for people and I never really feel like

they appreciate it; and that kind of kills me.

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 03:16:41 GMT

When God created love he didn't help most
When God created dogs he didn't help dogs
When God created plants that was average
When God created hate we had a standard utility
When God created me he created me
When God created the monkey he was asleep
When He created the giraffe he was drunk
When He created narcotics he was high
and when He created suicide he was low

When He created you lying in bed
He knew what he was doing
He was drunk and he was high
and He created the mountians and the sea and fire at the same time

He made some mistakes
but when he created you lying in bed
He came all over His Blessed Universe.

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 09:38:12 GMT

Well this was my New Years

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 00:06:11 GMT

<td>You are a drumstick.

Absolutely insane. That is how most would describe you. You aren't afraid to take risks, and enjoy putting yourself in strange situations. Most people hang out with you because of your hilarious sense of humour. You light up any bad situation, and can help all of your friends with their problems, except for your own. Because of this, you enjoy being around people like you. Many shut you out for your very weird, random personality, but honestly, you shouldn't care.

Most compatible with: Guitar, and another drumstick.

Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
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Fri, 24 Dec 2004 06:06:42 GMT

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 03:59:09 GMT

Step-by-Step :

Woke up at 8:37a.m
Took a hothotheat shower.
Got Dressed
Brushed Teeth
Picked up by dad for ortho.
Check-Up.
Trudy's for Brunch.
Went to Best Buy to get a stereo installed in car for mom. (xmas)
Slept 5 minutes
Got online
Got "ready"
Went to Mall
Met Katie, and our gay friend David.
David's cute.
Had fun...
Went home
IT'S FUCKING FREEZING. oops. <3
Here having no life

PICTURRRES ()

Katie being hot.

Me being hotter.

or hotter.

David being hottererer.

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 05:46:19 GMT

Lindsey asked me to update...so here's my update.

I've been doing nothing but shiat. I hung out with Katie on

Saturday and did nothing. Then yesterday went to see Ocean's

Twelve with Lindsey. It was actually pretty good considering

all the bad critiques it got. Lindsey's the BESTESTZZZ friend I've ever

had. No joke. Somtimes she's annoyed by me, and says things

which annoy me so I guess you could say that we annoy eachother.

But that's just how it goes you know. She's the cutest thing ever

although she can't see it and maybe you can't but when she's nice

she really is the cutest. She also has this mean way of being mean

like when she says something rude to me she has this weird cruel

laugh that makes me want to almost cry and fling my macaronni at

her cute, two-nosed face face. You'll never have what Lindsey and I

have. <3

Um...who's cuter?

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 20:24:41 GMT

The four days of school we had went by

pretty quick. Thursday, peope and I made

eachother faint. It was an awesome experience.

I've definitely never felt anything like it.

IT WAS FUN. After school I went to Lindsey's.

We took pictures..she tackled me and broke my

ankle, foot, whatever and I died for about 10 minutes.

So then we went to Gatti Town, saw some old friends,

but didn't have enough balls to go and be like hey bitch.

We played basketball, car things, whatever else.

I miss Lindsey. It was awesome have one of our

"we have no life, let's go to gatti town" days. Whenever

I listen to Boxcar Racer, I think of her, and Katie. I

don't know why. I think of Katie because of something

I don't think it'd be right for me to share. Well I spent

the night at Lindsey's, woke up at 9 and my mom came

and got me to go to the Orthodontist to mold my teeth

for retainers that my sister lost, and doesn't want to

admit it. But whatever. Then I went to my doctor, to

check out my ankle, and he says my foot's not broken,

but it's pretty badly sprained, and gave this cast-like

thing, thank god It looks like some type of leg warmer/sock.

Well, then I went shopping. Got THE COOLEST GLASSES,

and make-up. My sister got some jeans, and presents for

her friends. Apparently I'm crazy. This entire entry

makes me seem like a loser trying to be cool, but I'm

actually awesome.

youknowit.

Pictures from my night with

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 17:38:17 GMT

I miss my long hair like nobody's business.

...I LOVE YOU PONY TAIL.

Hello, I want you back. GROW.

I'm going to go commit suicide. later...<3

P.S; anyone know of a shampoo that make your hair

grow faster or something. thanks

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 04:00:02 GMT

So the dance was awesome, and I sound like

I just blew 50 grams. Yeah okay..here are some

pictures Kelsey and me took before we were hot+sexy+

sweaty and all.

P.S; Dancing to thriller with Paul and Lauren was the best

thing I did all night. Plus free cookies and drinks all night.

ohh yeuh.

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 02:27:51 GMT

Too bad you suck and Kelsey and I had the best day eva.

In my opinion. I've never ate so much peanutbutter/peanuts

in my entire life. But it was good while it lasted, then

suddenly I wanted to vomit in your mouth. And it was

gross. But yeah.

not part of our day.

kelsey. love. me. yeah

I thought she was hotter than life, too.

i'm better at it.

to0 bad my face is your ass. thanks

...hahah.

um kelsey's eyes are the prettiest? thanks for being

a bitch and having the best eyes.

us being naturally hot. as always

you know where my hand is fool. you like it.

the fking best.

bester. i also love how this made my entire year.

cool

thanks for blocking my sexy body, kelsey? fk you

me...giving birth to kelsey's baby.

"uh oh"

the hottest you'll ever see me.

Kelsey being jealous of my hot absicles.

i lurrb you.

kelsey doing the jessica simpson face. hot stuff

hotter than my hot asss man. i want to hit that.

gorgeous slutface.

random race.

making a retard face. lip me

my eyes look hot.

even hotter here.

that's me being hotter than you. die

me looking like I weigh megan weight. don't be fooled. be fooled then

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 03:50:26 GMT

I'm bored.

I understand that I'm hotter than life, but I'm in love with Kelsey. Sorry.

I am the Lion King, as my mom calls me. My hairs not big. thank you.

my sister told me I had more chins

than a chinese phonebook. And, I do.

oh yeeah. oh yeeah. the good time man. the good time man.

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 03:11:27 GMT

I'm so scared that the way that I feel,
is written all over my face,
When you walk into the room, I wanna find a hiding place.
We used to laugh we used to hug, the way that old friends do, but a smile and the touch of your hand, just makes me come unglued. It's such a contradiction. Do I lie or tell the truth? Is it fact or fiction? Oh the way I feel for you,
(Chorus)
It's so complicated! I'm so frustrated!I wanna hold you close, I wanna push you away, I wanna make you go, I wanna make stay, should I say it? Should I tell you how I feel? Oh I want you to know, but then again I don't it's so complicated!
Just when I think, I'm under control, I think I've finally got a grip, another friend tells me that, my name is always on you r lips. They say I'm more than just a friend they say I must be blind! Well I admit that I've seen you watch me from the corner of your eye. Oh it's so confusing, yea I wish you'd just confess, but think of what I'd be loosing, if you're answer wasn't yes!
(Chorus)
Bridge
I hate it! 'Cuz I've waited so long for someone like you! Oh I do I do!
(Chorus)- Fade to finish

That was for Lindsey. I love you, Lindsey.

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 17:26:27 GMT

No, heaven's not a place
That you go when you die
It's that moment in life
When you touch her and you feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice,
Live by every word
Love's completely real,
So forget anything that you've heard
And live for the moment now

My Day/not.

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 23:21:19 GMT

So it's 7:30, and i'm getting ready to leave for school;

I need a ride from one of my parents because I need to be

at school at 7:40 for French Club Elections and candidates

have to be there. And my mom is getting ready for work, and

so is my dad but my mom has to be at work at 8:00 and my dad

at 7:45 but my dad is being and ass and taking too long

so my mom says she'll take me, and she does. Traffic sucks,

mom is complaining about how I never do anything for her (i'm

so FUCKING sick of that and i'm not even kidding, i'm the person

who does the most for her than anyone in my family, so the

next time she says that I swear i'm never doing anything for

her ever again) and so yeah, all that and how I have to pay

her back BIG TIME, by cleaning the whole upstairs, and

she calls it our agreement as in : Mom - "Are you doing what we

talked about?" Me- "What did we talk about?" Mom-"our agREEment.."

Me-"...oh yeah?". I didn't even fucking make president, and

it's because I didn't vote for myself, and I voted for

my friend because she totally wanted to be president and she

didn't make it either. But I don't care, I didn't really want it

bad. at all. I hope Gigi gets overwhelmed and dies.

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 02:45:09 GMT

Napoleon, Kip, and I went to Glamour Shots.

P.S; I'm the hot one. <3

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 14:54:37 GMT

what's up with mayonaise..well i like chocolate and little bunny rabits and whatever unicorn ..anyone else think the keebler elf is a big ball of sex? And i like that one song where MC hammer doens't sing. Oh yeah and became a priest. My favorite number 8 1/2. Looks like it's going to be another hot day. Oh yeah i'm being sarcastic because DUH this is TX. If i was a bar code this would be my number 456i806904. David Guerra is the sexiest man alive PS;David didn't tell me to write any of this entry. Inside jokes are for elephants.

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 03:12:25 GMT

hahah...

Lindsey's sleeping and I can't sleep.

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 08:04:26 GMT

Lindsey and I danced the night away...

songgs

i'm a gymnist in my spare time..kthnx

um yeah and Lindsey's a model.

oh my! that's so totaoallaly emo!

i forgot to tell you that i wrestle.

gangggy girl??

aahaha. eww. but okay

oKAY peeps. that's alll for now. <3 have fun

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 04:00:20 GMT

Yeah so i'm at Katies right now. We just finished watching Empire.

Um yeah it wasn't as cool as i thought since stupid little ass whore Katie

made it seem awesome. yeah it wasn't. But okay. Omg so i just found out

Katie's a killer. LIKE JUST NOW. Yeah okay ... "Damn the man, save the Empire".

I'm about to leave because um i can't stay.. I can't wait til next monday to watch

half the episode of Summerland I missed because i was sleeeeping. my gawwd.

It's getting hot and it's totally me.

yeah, um this is katie now. maddy is too hxc to hang out with me. kthx.

yeah this is maddy i own the world. furrzeslr

okay katie sucks balls and like she has no life.